Wow,

I want to see Justin. This sucks, I asked him if he could take me somewhere for my birthday, just the two of us and he thought that was stupid. I don't really know why he thinks the way he does sometimes. I want to see him..but I can't tonight and it's my fault but I don't really want to say why. I wish I didn't feel the way I did for him. It's totally unnecessary and I don't need it. Danny was sweet enough to send me money and I'm so happy for that. I look at him this way, he's an angel that God sent to me. I really want to see him and I'd better get to this summer!!! Ugh, I can't talk about this anymore, I'm feeling to blah over it all. I want to see Megan.