Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Early Release, WOOO!!

Have you ever heard so many songs that reminded you of that one person? I already have like two songs that remind me of Justin! It's crazy, and they are exactly what it's like for us two. But enough about HIM because he barely talked to me yesterday because he didn't feel like it, he's so selfish. I always feel used by him.. :\ ugh. ANYWAY, hopefully my phone will come in by Friday. If it doesn't then I WILL BE SADDD :( BOO! It's a pretty bomb phone. Not a touch screen but touch screens are annoying and I don't know why.

I'm so glad it's early release day. It like worked out (almost) perfectly. I had to work yesterday until 10, then I work tonight and tomorrow until 10. Then Friday right after school I go to my dad's. Not much time to get anything done so me getting off of school early and having about 3.5 hours to do laundry that I need done and packing up things to sell at the garage sales is (almost) perfect. GAHH, it makes me so happy!! :) Ha ha, I am easily amused and I get happy easily but that almost means I get sad/depressed/angry easily and I don't like that but I'm happy right now and that's all that matters! Maybe I can drive home if Shawn picks me up :D. I like driving but the other drivers just drive me insane sometimes. I've decided not to diet because it always leads to me doing a bad diet, as in only eating like 300-600 calories a day and always thinking about food in a negative way. Definitely not fun and I really don't want to worry about that. I just need to talk to a Nutritionist who can tell me how to eat properly. I hate trying to keep a stupid plan with food. My main problem though is that I just eat too much of the food I'm eating at the time because I love it so much. I don't always do it but I do it more than a normal person should!! Sad times :(.

Well, I'll post next time for an update. Talk to you all later! :)

2 comments:

  1. I love your misc. points. They are always substantive and interesting. They bring up great discussion and provoke questions from me. For me, the first food plan that worked was by simply adding more healthy foods and not trying to delete anything. I also found that using a food journal was a good tool. I like that you know yourself so well and that your emotional compass can point to happy just as quickly as it can point to sad.

    Your thoughts about Justin are intriguing and I try not to comment since it's a personal relationship. Know that in you in enormous beauty and that perhaps the greatest thing he could do is mirror back to you how fabulous you are and then do his best to be his own version of beautiful.

    Glad that your early release will go to a good cause! Happy Laundry!

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  2. Well you can comment about Justin if you want, I don't mind.

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