Not sure what is right and what is wrong

I really scare myself sometimes. I do things that I know are bad for me but I do it anyway because one part of me just doesn't care. I wish I could say but I know you all are able to see this so I can't..but I don't really care right now. I know I should have more but I am scared to. I want to get help but I can't right now. I just don't want to get into all too much before it's too late. I suppose it's never too late though...

Yesterday before work I got all of the things together that I wanted to sell and priced them. I still have to grab the last load of clothes I have and put them into the garbage bag I have. Tonight I have to go to my dad's early and I know you won't be happy about that Becky, but it's the only way I can get down there is by leaving tonight. I need to get away from here anyway and take my mind off of it all. I won't be able to talk to Dan for 3 days and it'll definitely be hard but I'll manage. I have my friend and family to talk to when I get there :D. After school I'm finishing up the clothes and going to pack, then I go to work until 10 and leave right after that to my dad's. About over an hour's worth of driving so I might have to bring my iPod. I'm starting to get sick of some of the songs though :\. I hope I make some money. I remember from about one year ago or so, a friend of my step mom brought over a cage full of baby bunnies. I asked my mom if I could get one and she said yes. After picking out the odd ball who no one would pick up I held it for most of that day and loved it to death. :) I love bunnies, one of my favorite animals. Don't have her now though because of moving and all :(. She was kind of mean any way, I think because she was always outside at my dad's for awhile..alone. Poor Daisey.